Sun kills.

Monday blues man! Totally. :(

The weather kills and it just ruined my dear monday. 

A day that I would want to stay home and go no where, I mean the sun literally turns my mood off. :\

I was still hoping it will gonna be a good start of the week but the sun just can't show a little bit more mercy. When bad migraines stroke, it was so bad that I just want to go home.

I'm glad it's gonna be a public holiday tomorrow, thanks god.

I'm officially broke and I guess I shall just stay home and nuaaa. 

As much as I wanna go shopping so badly, sometimes it's also not a bad idea to be home.

Oh well I may need a mcdonald breakfast hahaha!

Ok I guess not, maybe some plain breads with nutella spreads. Cause I got no monehhhhh.. :(

Well I guess I rocks this way so it's okay. Hehe cause I can still have it when I have the moneh uh. $.$

Floral fantasy.

Floral nails for the week! Spent my free time doing this and I'm loving it. :)

It looks kinda messy but I'm still trying to come out with something different.

Practice makes prefect! :D

It has been quite a long time ever since I do my nails cause I hate it whenever I go work and all the newly painted nails will be destroyed. 

It annoys me to the extend that I didn't bother to do any nail arts for the entire months of holiday.

Maybe it was a good time to allow my nails to rest and breathe.

They really need it cause due to my work, my nails got so fragile that it will just tear/break with only those minor hits. It breaks my heart whenever my nails turned out to be so ugly! :(

I'm glad it's better now and hopes it will maintain as it is or gets better than this. 

Actually you can see that I'm into fimo canes suddenly, as I usually will just draw my nails with polka dots or just leave it as duo/single color.  In fact that was given free from some kind souls at flea the previous time. Thought that I shouldn't waste it since it's quite pretty so yea, here it goes. :)

Pardon me cause I only got this cute red flower so there's only one kind.

But it's okay! I'm gonna get some other cute ones if I happen to see anyone selling outside next time.

Not gonna get it online cause I think it's still the best the choose and get when you pay on the spot.

You should know what I mean. The nice feeling of shopping. Woootzxc! ^^,

I'm not saying online shopping sucks/whatever, but it consists all types of risks/inconvenience.

What I hate the most was the waiting time actually, don't you? I really do. :/

Find it kind of waste of my time, but there's times where you like it how your purchases reach your mailbox and since you have waited for so long already that you have totally forget what you have get and it gives you surprise when you open your parcels. o.o

Oh well I still love it as long it's shopping haha!

I miss shopping so much, so much that I almost forgot the last time I shopped like krazy and spend like there's no need to pay haha I just love the feeling of grabbing everything that caught your eye and all you need is to pay and go. But of course the saddest thing on earth there's gonna happen is at the end of the day you realized you're officially broke! Argh! Worse feeling ever I swear. :|

Mycuteboy.

Xiaomeimei's birthday.

It's 19th of the April month and my youngest meimei is turning nine.

Happy birdday meimei! ^^,

I'm actually twice of her age, I'm feeling so old right now haha.

Soon she will be taller than me and I would like the shortest in the family, oh man! I hate this.

But it's okay, still the cutest in height. I'm proud of it. Haha self-encouragement. :)

Anyway I think she is still as rebellious and naughty as always, but well hope she will do well in her studies. Sometimes she's like the boss in the house hahaha guan jia bo. HA

Well I think she's one of the smart one in the family, so hopefully she's willing to work out for better results. I'm jelly of her smarty brain juice. #whyiforeversodumb

Oh so yes we actually hold a small party in the house just for her.

Papa prepared lots of good food ready for steamboat war haha!

Papa's cooking forever the best <3 hehe. 

Some photos to share.

Gonna make it a short and sweet pictures post to sum it all up, I'm feeling lazy and I'm not really gonna list every details down. We spent our time eating, chit-chatting, giggling, and most importantly is the family bonding I always love to have. <3

All the good times always end fast and the bad will still flood around to constantly remind you that it's better to enjoy now else you won't be able after this cause it will be all your nightmares you gonna face all over again. That really sucks. 

School has began for almost a week and I don't feel the motivation yet.

Totally screwed up with all the repeat modules cause I've to go through those routines that I hate the most for another semester. It's like, come on again?! :(

Really hope I could pull this through and survive till this end of year.

Year end this 2012 anyway, I don't know if it's true but well if we all put through this world nightmare then think again how to move on a brand new year of life ahead.

Wish me luck people, I really don't want to be the one left behind and the only one crying when everyone  other people is happily graduating in year3. 

Black friday/.

It's friday the 13th and I thought it would be a bad one for me. 

Yet before the young night is over, I received good news from my supervisor regarding the lost of $20 voucher back in two days. I was so upset over it and totally spoilt my night when I was actually happily knocking off and wanna head for a good rest after a long day yet I still have to face all this shit.

I remembered I even ranted all over to my baby and family about it whole night. :(

Thanks god, now I felt so relieved.

I mean come on, I barely earn $20 a day and this was what I get after a long day of standing.

For me, even $2 matters so much to me y'know. 

This is when money become so sensitive when you don't come from a rich family.

But well, even though I may be jelly of those people all with the same age as me don't even have to think about going out and work like log just to earn that little cash, I'm contented I have a warmth family.

I lost someone who doted me like precious since I was young. It has been almost five months..

I miss her so much that sometimes I would just tear whenever the reality hits me that she has no longer around and I just lost one of my closest family.

Well oh well, I'm still trying to get over this and get my life moves on.

The truth is, if I could be anyone, it'd will still be you.

Nothing lasts forever. But I believe we can work this out together and make it last.

Happy 17th monthsary baby!

Just as you know, our love doesn't come by easy. Without you and me, there's not gonna have us today.

It may be just merely 1year 5months, but it teaches us so much.

I wish it's not gonna be the good that brought us strong together but also the downs that taught us new lessons. We grew from our mistakes, and it's also what makes us learn to appreciate each other more.

I'm sure it's gonna get tougher each day, but I hope we will be happier every new day ahead.

I love you baby, I'm glad another great month has passes by for us both.

Thankyou for all the tolerance, patience, love and everything else. xoxo

Forgive me for my imperfections, I sucks at words, if I ever hurt your feeling, pardon me as I never meant it. I know you've always been the best.

I'm glad you're getting close with my family and I'm with yours.

If you ever realize, I've always been into family bonding. Something which I believe I can't leave without.

At the end of the day, they will still be the one standing by just for you despite the sky is falling.

And I just wanna say, 

And yes, as what we will always do whenever every 11th of the month approaches, it's when we pamper ourselves a little after working our ass off for the rest of the days.

This time round, we decided to have dim sum which what I love the most, @Paradise Dynasty located at ION Orchard level 4. Their xiao long baos and la mian is a must try!

It's actually our first time dining so it actually took us quite a while to decide what to eat.

It cost around 30bucks plus for two of us.

It's a high class restaurant, so I feel it considers pretty reasonable uh.

Come on, it's only for once like don't know how long we're dining at such places right haha.

I love the soup of the la mian so much that I finished it all despite how filling I'm already is.

Anyway pardon my bad hair day, in a mess totally. :(

Oh I forgot about the xiaolongbao! So colourful right?!

I'm totally in love with the colorssssssssssssssssssssss! 

Sadly not all suit our taste, but still good la. It's their signature dish too, so it's definitely a must try!

Overall rating I would give is 8 over 10!

Our tummy is so overly filled, I thought it's time for some shopping exercise for digestion.

Haha I know it's an excuse but I just love shopping, and my poor baby will have to keep me accompany. :P I know he will still love to hehe.

Two stone kills one bird uh. Ok i'm not gonna kill a bird, but yes you know i know hahaha!

But well in the end he did all the shopping with many new loots that he's so in love.

Even though I got nothing at the end of the day which it's either too expensive or nothing really caught my eye, I'm still glad baby got some new nice stuffs since it has been quite a long time he got anything for himself. Cause every shopping trip I would always be the one being pampered hehehe.

Here is what he actually got! 

New shoes from newurbanmales at cineleisure! 

Oh yes they're actually running a 50% off sales right now.

If you're really keen in getting, hurry down before their stocks is out cause I can see there are actually attracting quite a lot of interested buyers. Fyi the sales is only held at that particular store.

He got his jacket and bermudas at H&M Kids. Yes he's so small size that he can just get his clothes at kids corner. And it's cheaper in cost too. What a good deal uh. 

I jelly that I wish I can that small size too. :/

So when we're done with shopping, it's time for movie date!

B A T T L E S H I P

Awesome show to watch, rate 10/10.

It's actually launching on the 12th but we manage to catch an early preview at cathay.

If ya someone who love action movie, it's definitely a must watch!

We called it a day after a great movie and headed home for dinner.

We actually had some BFF fries in between.

Gusto garlic is what we had and I think it's very fragrance and nice.

Haha definitely one of our craving whenever we're at cineleisure. 

I think I shall try to make some myself at home hehe, much more and cheaper also.

I think my sisters would love it haha.

Swings.

I miss going to beaches, I miss scrolling through those soft sands with my tiny bare foots.

Building sandcastles, splashing water all over.

I miss being on the swings and I would swing damn high up.

I miss running about the playground just to catch someone else.

I miss all those childhood.

Now I know, it's never easy to be an adult.

I'm tired of all the burden I have to carry. How am I able to carry on? 

There's so much more ahead, so much that I can't bring myself to think about it.

I'm so demotivated. 

School is about to start, new term new mates.

But it seems like it's going over again with the same old boring routines. So not looking forward as always,   yes gonna be the loner once again and face every single thing all alone.

Hate it but I don't have a choice.

School still have to attend, life still goes on. 

Constantly reminding myself I'm not at the worse, there's people out there never have these chances.

Keep reminding that I'm blissful enough. No matter how hard it's gonna be, I can pull through.

Like what I told my previous classmates, I have always be the lucky one so far. Be able to survive till today despite how bad my result is, how much classes I missed.

I know I can do it, trying my best in every ways I can.

God bless me please, in every single ways.

Work. School. Health. Happiness.

I would be contented and thankful enough. 

If there ever comes a day that we can't be together, keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever - Winnie The Pooh.

xoxo

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