Did I mention?

Me miss cooking! :(

It has been a week plus ever since I last cooked for family.

Even though it could be the most tedious thing to do, but somehow I still love it.

Besides the tiredness, hotness, oilyness, it's still worth it for people I cooked for.

At least there's someone who appreciates my cooking okay. :P

Well, I'm still a noob cook uh.

I'm trying my best to steal as much from my papa since he has always been doing the cooking.

Besides grandma, his food is still the best under the clear blue sky of mine.

Sigh, the thoughts of grandma always break me apart. :(

When will I ever gonna have the chance to eat your dishes? Sigh.

Work @ Sembawang

Mooncake making month! 

Get ready for Mid-autumn festival!

Fourth try!

False hope.

Hopes don't comes true easy, and it leaves damn fast as well.

The poor lil me dying to go thailand for years and finally it's about to come true.

Yet! Within hours, the hope of going vanished into the thinest air on earth.

God damn sad, I can say. :( 

Third try!

Second try!

Fried rice w/ cheese tofu, steamed tofu, sausage eggs!

First try!

Prawns fried rice!

Tofu w/ century eggs!

Wet & Splash!

A rather relaxing day of being splashed and be wet!

Back to wildwildwet with sisters and baby after so many months or years.

It may not be as exciting as it can be, but still we all had fun!

That's what most important.

Sadly baby got his little toe injured and bleeds. :(

Thanks goodness we got a medic to help him out for wound cleaning.

Supposedly to bring him to CGH, but we went to a clinic instead.

Due to Sundays, most clinics were having their off days.

So finding one at such a late hour is really a headache.

Still we managed to find and got it fixed with a expensive bill.

Hope he will get well soon!

It breaks my heart to watch him in pain. :(

Me want this! :(

Ohman, temptation again. ._.

Got this damn urge to purchase this but it's a bit too costly.

Plus I just got a wedges just recently.

Sigh, shall wait a month more and see how. 

Happy 9th monthsary!

Happy moments never come to an end. :)

Nine beautiful months has pass, it has always been great.

Without baby, I think I would have die of hunger a million times.

Out of part-time for almost two months I supposed, and this feeling is half good half bad.

Good way is I got my time to relax apart from school work.

But the bad way is really bad, no longer have any money coming in.

No allowance, no income, no savings = die.

But I survived all thanks to baby! <3

I'm still manage to at least have a proper meal, shopping as my all times favourite anytime anywhere, but I never fails to feel guilty over all this cause he himself need to eat spend too.

Now he feeds two of us, aiyaya.

But nevermind! This nightmare will definitely end soon.

No more guiltiness, no more hunger, no more cashless/cashtight days.

I'm going to start working again soon!

Even though it is gonna be tough days months years ahead, it is still gonna be better.

Jiayou for baby and me! :D

We're gonna work this out ourselves and depends on no one else.

Iloveloveloveyou! ^^

HarryPotter, the movie.

The longest movie also will have its end its last.

Even though I'm not a loyal fans of his, I still caught his last movie.

He has grown a lot, so am I.

Haha, time really passes quickly.

I almost forget the year when the first time I watched HarryPotter when he's still so tiny mini like me.

Ummm, must be quite a couple of years already I guess.

Oh well, everything changes so does everyone.

Nothing will ever stay put as it is for too long.

Anyway, movie rated 5/10 as I don't really get the movie.

Cause it's like I don't know what's exactly going on y'know.

All I know is who's the bad who's the good, that's all.

Haha, movie is always the same.

At every ending, the bads will eventually dies or loses.

That's why we call it happy ending.

I wish life could be this way too. :)

HappyNationalDay 46th

The first national day w/ dearest! :D

Thinking of two years back, he was performing and I was the audience haha.

Yet we don't have the chance to meet ea other.

But still after a year plus, we still got together is what matters most hehe.

Anyw, even though we din't get to go the platform to see performance.

We managed to enjoy the most beautiful moment of the fireworks together. 

That's what has brightens the day of ours. <3

日本村

Nihon Maru

Had this for the first time at cineleisure w/ baby for lunch today.

Considered pretty average for me though, still is sushi my favourite!

The only thing that is unsuccessful today is movie plan failed.

Baby wanted to watch HP7 so badly but yet dint manage to catch it.

Shall make it up for him next week I promise.

Well, still another day pass just like a blink. 

Captain of america, the movie.

The man who saved numerous lives.

He's the hero of his country, of his friends.

But he ain't the only hero, THE AVENGERS is gonna be overtaking.

Overall rate 8/10

Fear

The feeling of regret, the feeling of fear.

It's the worst feeling of all, something that words can't explain.

It struggles within me, it fails to be expressed out.

I'm too weak to handle this, please don't let it happens.

Time

It's something we can't hold on and never let go.

I wish hard that the day would never come by, never exist.

I've always be afraid, to lose you.

Never able to imagine the days without your voice, your existence.

I may not know how to appreciate in the past, but I know I can't have you leaving my side.

I need you, grandma.