Swings.

I miss going to beaches, I miss scrolling through those soft sands with my tiny bare foots.

Building sandcastles, splashing water all over.

I miss being on the swings and I would swing damn high up.

I miss running about the playground just to catch someone else.

I miss all those childhood.

Now I know, it's never easy to be an adult.

I'm tired of all the burden I have to carry. How am I able to carry on? 

There's so much more ahead, so much that I can't bring myself to think about it.

I'm so demotivated. 

School is about to start, new term new mates.

But it seems like it's going over again with the same old boring routines. So not looking forward as always,   yes gonna be the loner once again and face every single thing all alone.

Hate it but I don't have a choice.

School still have to attend, life still goes on. 

Constantly reminding myself I'm not at the worse, there's people out there never have these chances.

Keep reminding that I'm blissful enough. No matter how hard it's gonna be, I can pull through.

Like what I told my previous classmates, I have always be the lucky one so far. Be able to survive till today despite how bad my result is, how much classes I missed.

I know I can do it, trying my best in every ways I can.

God bless me please, in every single ways.

Work. School. Health. Happiness.

I would be contented and thankful enough.