Half dead.

At last I could find some time to rest on my bed with my laptop for a few hours before I'm going back to be a workaholic again later at 5pm, no life I know. 

Well speaking about being a workaholic, it has been a month plus and I now feel that I'm leading like a half  teen half adult life which sucks. :(

My everyday routine just went on and on from home to school to work and back to home.

By the time I reached home by 12midnight, all I wish for is my bed.

Everytime I wake up the next morning for school, I felt like a zombie.

Seriously juggling both school and work is definitely a toughest task on earth.

Thanks god baby never fails to fetch me from work everyday - I would be like a sadgirl94 everytime baby can't be able to fetch me and I've to like knock off and walk home alone like a lonelygirl94.

Oh well, cny is almost around the corner and everyday people is excited about it.

As for me, it don't even feel like the usual cny.

I'm working while others are happily shopping for new clothes, and I'm still gonna be working by the time every else one is receiving angpaos one by one.

Just speaking of today, outside is pouring like nobody's business and I'm alone at home waiting for the time that I'm gonna go to report for work. While I guess baby's house is crowded with everyone, busy with preparing their reunion dinner, and filled with the best ambience.

I really do jelly at times but well I just have to face reality. 

If only I could change my working shift with someone else and I don't mind working at this hour and join him for the fun at night later but nah it's not gonna happens anymore.

I have to say that life is really unfair sometimes.

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I miss granny so much, miss her awesome cooking, miss her everything.

It's just so not a new year without any gatherings at her house starting from this year.

Remembering every year without fail, we were to be at her house tasting all the good food she would cook for us and queueing up one by one to receive an angpao from her with the exchange of oranges.

Sigh it never gonna be the same anymore.

This was taken back then in 2006 cny if I'm not wrong @granny's.

Yes time really flies~