It means so much t me that I'm feeling hurt.

What's exactly happening?
I'm lost, I've no idea what t do.

I definitely dislike this kind of feeling ttm. :(
I bet hardly do anyone understand the feeling which actually hurts so terrible much.

Guiltiness is also part of what I'm feeling now.

My fault uh my fault.

I just hope I can do something about it, but I seem so helpless.
At times, the feeling is just so unbearable. & It's really saddening, I swear.

 It's only gonna be another three months, why must it turns out this way.

It's really depressing, I hate myself man.

:( :( :(

It takes millions of effort t build a long-lasting friendship.

But it just takes a tiny effort t break it into parts.

Then how long would it need t rebuild a broken friendship?