Life is filled with ups and downs.

It has been happening a lot the last couple of days.

I'm mentally tired, I really need t focus and get on task t get fully prepared for Olevels. :(

At times, I'm struggling t give up and I'm always confused.

I need time, I need forgiveness, I need support.

Forgive me if I've neglected anyone of you at this period of time.

I guess I just need time t be alone sometimes.

Anyway, I turned sixteen two days ago! :D

I swear the party was fabulous, which filled with awesome people.

I wanna say a big thankyou t all who gave me their time t celebrate my birthday with me.

This is gonna be something I would keep with me for life.

At the same time, I also wanna apologize t anyone who I had neglected during the party. :/

I didn't mean it though, hope you will forgive me.

Well, I did enjoy myself t the maximum till the last seconds of the day.

It was definitely a real blast for me! ^^

Thanks my papa for making the buffet party a real success, he's still the best cook ever. :D

Almost everyone left around 11pm, but still I had a real long chat with beloved till 1am.

We did really have much catch up ever since we last met and chitchatted. :)

At last, I got t roll onto my comfy bed at about 3.30am.

In the end, I dint manage t crawl out of bed on time t go school for mocktest yesterday.

I felt bad, seriously.

Hopefully, I can still able t catch up with them tomorrow.

I spent almost the whole day at home t takecare of my granny until I got reminded by Nat that there will be dance technique class at 1900, so for sure I'm late again. :/

I missed almost the whole process for bar work. I felt so lost at the very moment, everyone's adapting so fast and I'm the only one lacking behind.

The feeling is never good. :/

Well, everything ended at 2045,

and decided t have yoghurt for dinner with Serene at River Valley road.

At last, I'm back home at 2300.