18th

Happy birthday to me. 

Family tuesday!

To me family day is always awesomely sweet.

I mean the sweetest time is definitely gonna be the time you spend with your family with all the fun and laughters, the kind of happiness you can't have without.

Unlike everyone else, my family day has always been on tuesday whereby it's sunday for many families out there as that's the only rest day my dear mum has every week.

So I will always have this looking forward mood to every tuesday to what's gonna be up on that fabulous day, it may be just going to the market together it makes me feel really nice.

Well anyway, it's a bowling day today and it has been so longgggg.

I mean I almost forget the last time my papa brought us to bowl, it used to be quite frequent in the past.

Time changed I know, and I really missed those happening days.

Oh yes my weekends wasn't as great as I thought it would be.

I was so upset that I didn't manage to go flea on saturday cause since friday, my badass tummy starts playing annoying games with me.

Causing toilet runs for umpteen times that after every meal I have to visit the toilet.

Haissss what a weekend and the birthday dinner I mentioned was cancelled last minute too.

Whoa what is exactly going on man?! 

Make me feel so looked forward for all events, in the end none happened. :( 

Anyway it's postponed and I think I can only get to go flea like don't know when as baby's birthday is coming up real soon and school gonna starts too.

I hope baby's birthday chalet is gonna be a blast, at least a good one before the school nightmare comes again. With all the projects, homework, examinations. 

Confirm plus chop, the first thing I would think of when school starts would be when is gonna be the next holiday. Hahahaha I mean school sometimes it's really a waste of time when everything come out and nothing goes in. 

Yay or nay?

Yay because it's gonna be friday tomorrow and baby will be back from camp!

Whoa really happy I tell you, miss him like no tomorrow. Hahaha gonna surprise him with the dinner I'll be cooking when he comes my house! Can't wait! :D

Nay as it's still another night to pass and I really really really want weekends to come.

Friday will be a great day because baby is booking out! Like finally. 

Saturday will be a good day cause I'll be out with my aunts to celebrate birthday! 

And I'm thinking of heading to flea too cause I heard it's gonna be a mega one! Wahlao cannot imagine the crowd there but how can you miss such a great event!

I mean flea happens every weekend, but this is like once in don't know how many months then got a big huge one eh. So cannot miss! Hope baby will bring me there hehe. 

And ya speaking about flea, anyone knows about the first ever popular blogshops flea happening on 23rd June the next sat? At some grand hotel if I'm not wrong.

But sadlyyyyyyyy, it's actually crashed on baby's 21st birthday chalet!

Haissssssss but it's okay! I will definitely gonna have more fun over at downtown east with everyone else who give faces and come all the down to pasir ris just for my dear babyboy! Haha!

Anyway will update with more soon! xoxo

Let your dreams live.

It's monday and it's our 19th month baby.

Happy 19th monthsary my dear boy! <3

I know it's sad to mention again that he actually have to go back for reservist today so I'm all alone now, but well I think I'm gonna be alright and I'm sure babyboy gonna pull through the week in armycamp with all the trainings exercise everything.

And yes! I'm so glad that we've gone through the 19 sweetest months of our life together.

Definitely looking forward to the rest of our sweet sweet love to continue growing.

I tend to not believing that we have come so far and still standing strong!

Of course the feeling is the best of the best I can say.

About 1-2 week(s) time, baby gonna turns 21!

It's gonna be his day definitely, and I think I will be more excited than him cause I feel happy for him!

Hahaha he's gonna call me silly again.

But it's true! I believe when a guy turned 21, it's like a brand new start of his life, brand new life.

Shouldn't I be happy for him? I definitely do! HA

Just the thought of it, I'm turning 18 in one month plus time too!

Oh dear, sooooooo excited that I don't know how I should celebrate! Hahahaha.

Shall not think about it first cause I got something more important to do now.

Baby's birthday present! Whoa seriously dk what I should get/make for him.

Haissss he got a lousy girlfriend uh. :(

Brainstorm. Brainstorm. Brainstorm. Brainstorm. Brainstorm.

Monday bluesss~

Yay or boo? Cause it's monday once again.

Haisss hate monday, it always create the worse feeling of the week.

It's gonna be the long hectic week cause it's examination weekkkkk, oh damn :(

BUT! I know holiday is awaiting for me so I shall endure!

Revise revise revise!@#$%^!@

Haven't got any plans for this holiday though, but I still hope it will turns out good!

I need a break! I forgot the last time I had a kitkat hahaha.

Oh well shall blog more when the holiday comes.

bye!

18th month tgt!

Pardon us for looking so not like us in this picture. I really don't know why.

But I feel the effect is kind of nice actually.

And sadly this is the only photo we took together during our monthsary cause it's really not the day for photography so we just captured all our perfect moment within our hearts. <3

Despite having school on that day which sucks, but I'm glad we still spent our day to the fullest.

First of all, we had to fill our dear tummy with nice food cause I'm starving for the whole morning!

After a long consideration of what to have, we decided to have dim sum @ Somerset.

It really costs us a bomb but baby billed it. I felt bad though, as always.

I was like, ohmy the bill is really blood sucking. >:( Oh well like baby said, once in a while is orgay.

Thanks baby for being so generous though, and for everything else under the big wide sky.

Here's my lovelyboy! Hehe loveyouuuuuu! :*

He's trying to check out the menu on what to have cause I was like " I'm the queen today and you shall do the ordering and I'll do the eating. Muahahahah! x)" Hahaha I was trying to be bad but in the end I'm still the one did the decision cause he #foreveranything. Aiyaya.

Aiya in the end I'll still ask for his suggestions and opinions all that blahblah as usual hehe.

I'll always be asking him in everything but sometimes he just make me feel worse cause I'll still end up decide myself cause he don't know.

Baby, I know you can do better than that. :P But I definitely not blaming you cause I know too you did your best. Hehe muackzxc!

The one who has been loving you for a year and half and will never let this has its ending.

I can never afford to lose you babylove, happy 18th monthsary! <3

Here comes the appetiser and I would say that pictures are really decieving that I felt really cheated.

This is the drunken chicken and it looks big right? Believe me it's not!

 You see! It's so mini! I think me alone can finish everything!

And it's definitely not cheap orgay! But of course I shared every bit with babyboy.

I don't sell fish k haha, well and I can say it's quite nice though despite everything else.

This is what I mean by you pay what you eat.

 This is rather disappointing though, almost tasteless.

Too healthy to be enjoyed, but it's actually recommended.

Oh well not for us, and I forget what it's called.

Thumbs down! :(

The all time favourite that you can't missed out whenever you have dim sum!

The juice, the meat, every bit that you can't resist from it!

Thumbs upupup! :)

This is actually another appetiser as well but it was served a bit later.

Now after the first dish, I'm no longer surprise that it comes in a tiny portion only.

But still it's tasted not bad, I would recommend this if you love fried food.

Thumbs up! 

Drum rolls *** This is a must to have if you're dining at any of the DingTaiFung!

  Simple looking egg fried rice but awesome yummy fragance taste.

This would be how much I would describe this fabulous dish to share.

I'm someone who likes fried rice so this is definitely in loved!

Thumbs up!

Whoa after all the nice dim sum, it's a must have to go with some chinese tea.

I think it's a tradition or something. I don't used to drink it because I dislike how it actually tastes like.

I even have the thought that it's only for the adults aunties and uncles hahaha!

 But now I slowly learn to appreciate and I have it everytime I have dim sum outside!

It's healthy, and what's more helps with your digestion. Perfect deal! ^.*

Haha I casually remarked " Here's the uncle drinking his tea. " and he almost had everything spill out.

Hahaha it was so funehhhh really.

With a fully filled tummy, we was both satisfied and went off for some shopping!

YAY it has been monthsssssss ever since I went shopping with baby. :(

What a life I was having with home school work and just goes on and on.

I missed shopping so much that every weekend I wished I don't have to work but go shopping just like any other teens are spending the time with. Sigh I hate my life sometimes.

But well there's always been I tell myself it's okay, save all the best times for the best days.

Here we are, baby brought me to shopping everywhere our legs would go to haha.

I'm glad despite all the shopping desprives I had for months, we didn't go bankrupt.

Sorry baby, for all the spendings again. :|

I hate myself for spending but I just can't help it. In fact I controlled a lot already uh.

Oh yes the perfect night is about time and I'm glad I had babyboy with me.

I suggested to go henderson wave for a chill since it has been long the last time we really had peace and chill. The journey was really hectic and I really don't wanna mention cause it sucks.

Finding the way there almost kills us with our tired feets.

But thanks god, we did not give up half way and we finally got there with all our efforts.

Had a nice breeze and views over there. And I just love the moments.

Last but not least, I'm always glad that we spent our day so awesomely that I just hope every month would be a better one with you, baby.

Happy 18th monthsary!!!!!

I love you more than anything else sweetheart! <3

What makes my day.

Sometimes little things happen around me can really make my day a great one.

It helps to put a smile on my face and blow all troubles away for a moment.

Just like today, after a long day my brain was so drained but when I was about to leave school for home I saw my ex-classmates passed by and I was surprised almost everyone bothers to at least say hi/wave to me despite the awkwardness between all of us.

I can't help but my smile just appears in my heart.

Even though we've been classmates before for a year, I'm not exactly close with them cause mainly there's guys and maybe the reason that I would feel really awkward I guess? Maybe I really do.

But the truth they can be really nice to me at times and I'm glad even I've switched to another new environment, they still remember me, the foreverlonelygirl94 hahaha.

In life, when we start to expect too much we tend to get disappointment most of times.

Don't you get sick of it? I do, so badly.

Things like, a kind thankyou from someone you don't know but just so happened that you got him/her a great help can really makes you feel wow, i just makes someone's day better.

Or maybe like, at the worse day of your life someone just brightens it up with the whole lame jokes. 

I would love to have all this small little details happens in my life, that at least it makes my day a more better one everyday. May not be all the big things that will give you happiness.

It might be the least important stuff you think it is actually turns out to be the highlight.

I love happiness, don't you? :)

And I would always tell myself, I'm luckier than someone else.

Papa's birdday!

It's my dear papa birthday and we held a small celebration at home just for him.

Oh he's in his golden age 43 haha everyone is getting older. It will be me in 2 months time and I still have no idea how should I make it a special one for my forever18th.

But well before that it would be baby's which gonna be during June, and I'm so dead that I don't know how am I going to make it a good one for him.

Anyway I actually prepared a small feast and I thought it would turn out okay but I'm kind of disappointed with the results. I was really upset over it for the night. :(

But well just like my papa said, absorb feedbacks and try again. Never be the failure be your last.

I thought of it and slowly got over it and move on.

It was a kinda good day spent going to Giant to get all the groceries with lovelyboy and sisters, but definitely not the fact that we actually spent hundred over bucks for this dinner.

Ah fine, I'm never stingy over celebrations/needs.

What would got me over would be all the smiles I got from the faces I'm doing all this for.

I meant, who won't like it to be appreciated? I really do.

I would go the extra mile just for whoever are you if you're the man who gives the appreciation then I would be glad serve you with all I can. I specially hate people who just asked it, turn around and don't give a damn about you anymore unless he/she needs you again.

Hello, I'm not born to serve you solely and all I got back is nothing but a piece of shit.

A "thankyou" is not that hard afterall right? I don't know why I got this thing inside me that it just irritates me when you can just be so rude.

Ah forget about all this shit, life goes on.

Whenever I got this kind of shit, I just have to constantly remind myself they're just not worth it.

Okay just one favourite picture of the day before I go.

My papa is definitely one of those who hates taking photos cause he forever feels that he never looks good in it but I'm glad that at least he's willing to takes pictures with us for being the lead of the day.

Everyone's impression for my papa is always, cute. Hahaha I'm in about it too.

I mean cute father, then there's cute daughters too right? Haha!

Sun kills.

Monday blues man! Totally. :(

The weather kills and it just ruined my dear monday. 

A day that I would want to stay home and go no where, I mean the sun literally turns my mood off. :\

I was still hoping it will gonna be a good start of the week but the sun just can't show a little bit more mercy. When bad migraines stroke, it was so bad that I just want to go home.

I'm glad it's gonna be a public holiday tomorrow, thanks god.

I'm officially broke and I guess I shall just stay home and nuaaa. 

As much as I wanna go shopping so badly, sometimes it's also not a bad idea to be home.

Oh well I may need a mcdonald breakfast hahaha!

Ok I guess not, maybe some plain breads with nutella spreads. Cause I got no monehhhhh.. :(

Well I guess I rocks this way so it's okay. Hehe cause I can still have it when I have the moneh uh. $.$

Floral fantasy.

Floral nails for the week! Spent my free time doing this and I'm loving it. :)

It looks kinda messy but I'm still trying to come out with something different.

Practice makes prefect! :D

It has been quite a long time ever since I do my nails cause I hate it whenever I go work and all the newly painted nails will be destroyed. 

It annoys me to the extend that I didn't bother to do any nail arts for the entire months of holiday.

Maybe it was a good time to allow my nails to rest and breathe.

They really need it cause due to my work, my nails got so fragile that it will just tear/break with only those minor hits. It breaks my heart whenever my nails turned out to be so ugly! :(

I'm glad it's better now and hopes it will maintain as it is or gets better than this. 

Actually you can see that I'm into fimo canes suddenly, as I usually will just draw my nails with polka dots or just leave it as duo/single color.  In fact that was given free from some kind souls at flea the previous time. Thought that I shouldn't waste it since it's quite pretty so yea, here it goes. :)

Pardon me cause I only got this cute red flower so there's only one kind.

But it's okay! I'm gonna get some other cute ones if I happen to see anyone selling outside next time.

Not gonna get it online cause I think it's still the best the choose and get when you pay on the spot.

You should know what I mean. The nice feeling of shopping. Woootzxc! ^^,

I'm not saying online shopping sucks/whatever, but it consists all types of risks/inconvenience.

What I hate the most was the waiting time actually, don't you? I really do. :/

Find it kind of waste of my time, but there's times where you like it how your purchases reach your mailbox and since you have waited for so long already that you have totally forget what you have get and it gives you surprise when you open your parcels. o.o

Oh well I still love it as long it's shopping haha!

I miss shopping so much, so much that I almost forgot the last time I shopped like krazy and spend like there's no need to pay haha I just love the feeling of grabbing everything that caught your eye and all you need is to pay and go. But of course the saddest thing on earth there's gonna happen is at the end of the day you realized you're officially broke! Argh! Worse feeling ever I swear. :|